New Delhi

Sunday, February 01, 2004

I came home for two days !!!!journey was a boring one especially when u travel alone.this time I wantedly dropped the travel by train.cuz I may reach the station around 2 am.nowadays newspaper has started a special column where they keep writing abt the problems of women and young girls traveling thru train .mom was scared and asked me to take bus. And I reached here by 10 pm.since it was Bakrid there was a real rush in the bus .now tommorow am back to that grave. I hate being there…I really feel alone.

I really wish if someday when Im feeling so dull and lost someone come and give me some inner strength, I really wish if there was some one who can give me solutions to my problem rather than pitying on me.

When I c other girls moving happily with their classmates and enjoying their lives..i really wish I had some good ppl in my class.the whole class is a hell. Nobody is serious abt studies.no botherence for others.there is this one guy in my clas who was my senior and now joined For Mtech with us wasting a year.he is from a very rich family.Cigarretes and drinks r his life.a born saddist. He has ragged me earlier and now here he is trying to isolate me cuz of the grudge he and his gang has over me becuz I never listened to their threats .now cuz of this devil the life here has become a hell and im in dungeon here.
There are these selfish ppl who doesn’t have humanity or compassion for others..wherever they go they spoil the mood of others. I pray to God that such ppl should severly be punished so much so that they regret for what they did and is doing.

I really wish I be with my loving mom and grannie/pa.

I want to relax. Just keep my eyes closed and just be with me.

And now how I wish “he” be here to hear me and give me a solution , be my strength..
I don’t know …when will that time come…

When Im in pain, if I had someone to give me peace and mercy.
When i self-doubt, I wish I had someone to release and renew my confidence through that grace.
When im in fear, I wish I had that love and courage to keep me going.

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