The sun has set for the day. Im sitting amidst this four walls facing the windows that mirrors darkness creeping in to this room.The leaves in the trees are still. As if the life is paused for a moment. It was a bright sunny day and i couldnt feel the sun on my face. I miss life...i miss love.

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring;
It means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off...
It's the realization that I can't control another...
To let go is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness,which means the outcome is not in my hands.


To let go is not to try and change or blame another,
I can only change myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their own outcomes.
To let go is not to be protective,
It is to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue,
but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish the moment.
To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.

Life is taking me over.Im dying hard to balance between life and reality.I just exist.

For once In a rare blue moon
I see everything clear
I'll be a beautiful let down
That would I will forever be
Though It may cost my soulI'll sing for free
I Do not Belong Here

Beautiful Morning...Hope the day ahead stays the same for me:)

Follows some beautiful words which surprised me today when i happened to read Jacob M. Braude,US Jurist &Public Speaker.

"Whoever you are, there is some younger person who thinks you are perfect. There is some work that will never be done if you don’t do it. There is someone who would miss you if you were gone. There is a place that you alone can fill.”

Dear friend,

Sometimes I wonder why you went away
Sometimes I know the answer and
Sometimes I wish that we could start all over
Sometimes I wonder what it was about you,
That made you so unique.
Sometimes I cry to think you are gone
Sometimes I pretend, Sometimes I really do
Sometimes I really think you're still here
Sometimes I feel you all around me
Sometimes it is so real I can touch it
Sometimes I will find a single tear in the corner of my eye
Sometimes I think it belongs to you.
Sometimes I just want to hear your voice
Sometimes I just want to die.
Sometimes I yearn for you so bad that
Sometimes I do not think I will make it another day
Sometimes I always do so far; but
Sometimes I think: You know I had that
Love that everyone seeks but cannot find.
And lost that love most only dream about....
Sometimes I miss you so bad it breaks my heart.
Sometimes I love you more than any words could say
Sometimes I love you so deeply that often
Sometimes it ravages me and tears me apart.
Sometimes I know why you went away
Sometimes I do not. And I know that
Sometimes you had every right to leave
Letting you ignore the share of my right to opine
Sometimes it does not seem fair.
Surrendering to your agrressiveness and impatient nature,
Still hoping that my pain will touch your heart oneday
You will love me and return for no matter where ever we are..
How much ever we both misunderstood each other,
Sometimes, all the time and for eternity.